november 27, 1998

i'm not quite myself today. please excuse me. i think i'm a bit overwhelmed with all the life of everything. even the lack thereof i guess. i want groceries and a clean bathroom. i want to cook lovely meals and bake pies. i want to own a business and create mind-boggling stories. i want to be a good mother and a good student. but for now i only have the energy to stop the inertia that keeps pulling me to my roots. i will be all i will be because i've always been what i am. how's that for insight? well, miss you all muchly. sorry for the absence of pages. i'm sure it's nothing you can't get over within seconds.

buh bye.