December 14, 1998

blue and amber and green and gray and black. purple belongs to us. i'm so very dizzy. i'm crying from these deaf ears. i am not your whore. i found your silver lining in here. lend me your hand for a while. i'll tie ribbons in my smile for you.

thank you thank you thank you. blood (yes, i'm quite fond of it) is dripping from my thoughts right now. i shouldn't be here with you. no. i should be in BED. why the hell are you keeping me here? i'm going to bed. goodnight.